I'm writing this mostly to help me wind down from my crazy day. As you know if you read my last blog post I am extremely stressed and at the same time unmotivated. I was looking forward to today because I get about thirty extra minutes on Tuesday and Thursdays to sleep in or do something a little extra with my make up(and by extra I mean eyeliner and mascara instead of just mascara). I woke up at 9:39, 9 mins after the start of my first class. I showed up to class looking like a monster and thirty minutes late. The only reason I even bothered going was because it is an hour and twenty minute class so I figured I should go for the remaining fifty mins and at least get something accomplished.
Then I went to the library to print my Reset Form for my ticket(more on that nonsense later) which I found a bit overwhelming(not printing the form just the entire process and paperwork blah blah blah). I also managed to lose my daily planner around this time. My programing class was not much better, normally I finish the two hour lab in about thirty minutes or an hour. I worked until the last second on the problems they gave us today. I was so incredibly frustrated and I was getting very mad at myself. Thankfully I finished the problem correctly but I was on edge when I finally left that class. I also had a physics lab that other than starting at four in the afternoon when I am dead tired, always has convoluted and unclear instructions that make the lab long and tedious and frustrating. So I went to that and of course piled on more tension and stress.(I would say pun intended but it is physics two so that pun doesn't really apply).
Anyway. Long story short I had a long and stressful day and I am not dealing with my stress well. I look forward to a better tomorrow and I thank you for reading my vent.
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